Some More Random Thoughts...

I don't know why I always feel the need to question everything in my life lately. I mean if it makes me happy and I am content, why should I question it, right? I guess with my 30th birthday around the corner I am constantly evaluating my life; past, present and future.

I guess I believe that I have done alright so far. I mean I have traveled, paid off my student loans, have a great job, live in a beautiful city in a nice apartment near the beach, have a great boyfriend, I am making new friends,and I just bought a new car. Sounds pretty great right? And it is! I feel so lucky and truly blessed, but sometimes I crave more. Maybe I still have the travel bug? Maybe I want to settle down and pop out a few kids? I am not really sure.

I guess for the past year or so I have had a significant amount of time to myself. I live alone and have been now for almost two years. no roommates, partners or friends there, just me. I come home to the company of myself with no one to talk to, so I guess I think a lot. I guess with all the thinking comes the constant evaluation.

I am not unhappy. The would be inaccurate. I am just not sure. I think I just want more. I want to be more. I want to truly make a difference in people lives. I really want to help the youth and the babies I work with. I want to love big and feel it back in all areas of my life. I am just thinking a lot about everything, but I am not unhappy. I think I am actually pretty happy. Maybe this questioning and thought is not bad at all. I am just not sure.

La la la... Update!?!

I have a cold right now, BUT I love my new position at work. Richmond rocks! I even get to go to a conference in Victoria next month...oooh, exciting. I like learning. I guess it is good I work in a school. Hmmm...

My parents visited last week, that was fun... My mom and I both just bought new cars that we always wanted. She got a Mini Cooper and me a VW Golf. We had fun looking over each other and comparing and giggling... We never did get a chance to race though.


It was Keith's b-day on Monday, so he, his bro and I all went for some awesome Korean BBQ and nori bung. It was super fun. Nori bungs are actually really nice when you have less people and you actually sing. We sang alot!


Well thats is. I sorta suck at this now, but don't actually believe anyone really checks this anymore anyways...