In one year, in one life
What has become, what has begun
The journey is so strange
that sometimes I feel my walk is different from the rest
I can't seem to be past their tests
To follow in line
To some expectation
To some timeline
My life is not something I am trying to define
Something that I am trying analyze in every moment
I want to just enjoy my moments
Love and be loved and feel free to express myself in all of my randomness
I feel so confined sometime to this lifestyle
To this society in which I have squished myself into believing was satisfactory for me
But now I know and maybe always have
That I don't want the same, I want simplicity
I can complicate everything if I want to
I can think and analyze every moment, movement and thought
But I am tired, completely exhausted by this and finally feeling like I can let go and just BE...
2 comments:
Im not quite sure what you mean by these lines but I hope you're Happy.
Love
It means that even though Lisa is a very analytical person who has to pick apart everything in her life (very much like her step-father!) she has managed to find some peace and just enjoy who she is and where she is in her life right now. She is happy!!! Love to you both, Mama
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